I had a nightmare last night.

I dreamed that I went to the hospital for stomach cramps and came home with a baby. I've been watching too much "I didn't know I was pregnant"

That show scares the shit out of me. Like for real.

Aren't I just tardy to the party?!

Sorry so long between updates, I have a life to get together. 

School is ok this semester, I am very confident that I will make great grades. 

My stepdads cancer is progressing well, he has a scan on the 14th to see if his tumors have shrank any. 

My 23rd Birthday is on the 14th as well yay!!

Me and M are getting along this week. Why do I put myself through this emotional rollercoaster....

More in the AM, I'm tired!

Well DAMN!

It's currently 1:55pm and it is pitch black in my house. Our power is on, but it's so cloudy that it looks like 2:00 am instead of 2:00 pm. I wanna know what us Louisvillians have done to piss off Mother Nature in the last year. 

Sept. 14 of last year, we had a windstorm that knocked power out for weeks.

Jan. 27-30 of this year, we had an ice storm that knocked out power for weeks. 

Now it's a rain storm. 

Anyway, life is ok right now. Summer session 2 is almost over, I'm employed and I am getting rid of a lot of negative things in my life.

Starting with M. 

I can't do it anymore. I can't be with someone who doesn't appreicate me. I have tried so hard to make him see that I am where he needs to be but if he can't see that for himself, it's a waste of my time. I can do so much better. 

I always give my friends advice about how to stop letting their men run over them, but I can't put that into practice for myself. I keep saying "He will come around" but he won't. 

I have a busy schedule this semester and I can't afford to let him distract me like he did last time. 

So I gotta be a woman and let it go.

Cancer, group projects, unemployment oh my!

So now the stepdaddy has cancer. And he's acting a fool. He doesn't want to go through with the treatment. It's stressing mama out. I feel bad more for her because I HATE how he treats her. 

They were on the rocks before all of this came out and now this has hit us like a ton of bricks. 

I feel bad for him, but I hate that he treats the only person who really cares (mama) like shit. 

IDK what to do. 

Pray for our family. 

In other words, school is still weak, I quit the bank and now i'm looking for a part time hustle that will work with me while school is in. I'm still at Old Navy, but I wanna try something new. I have job ADD.

sex...Sex...SEX!!!

Sex is soooooo great when done correctly. And when it comes in multiples ;-)

I just had the most sensual, freaky, beautiful sexual experience! It was all of that and then some!

I felt sexy, pretty, adored and wanted. And now I'm sleepy lol. 

I need to get back downstairs but I just had to write about this while the Mr. took his nap. He's waking back up at midnight. And I DO mean that!

I need some single friends!!!

All my damn friends are married or getting there, and I need some new single bishes to chat with. 

I'm 22. I'm still in college. I don't wanna get hitched no time soon. So why these broads keep pressuring me to find a husband? 

Stop the insanity!!!!!

Help me out here!!!

One More Thought...

FUKK THE LAKERS!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!