Summer is almost over...

This summer has been...interesting to say the least. My new job turned out to be almost as bad as the one that I left, money is still tight and I have had to pick up a second job to cover bills and still be able to save, and things are still the same with you-know-who. On the flip side, I'm blessed because I have saved enough to be able to get my car by October, I lost 7 pounds and everyone is getting along at my house. I really want to move out, but I guess that can be my goal for next summer. I think I am just gonna leave you-know-who alone for good. I hate getting close to someone and doing all the work to make the relationship work but as soon as an obstacle (like time) arises you wanna throw it all away because you can't juggle more than 2 things at a time. It's always gonna be drama going on in life, you gotta learn how make things work. But oh well, life goes on. I'm gonna try to post more often. I promise.

Schools out!!!

So I'm officially a junior in college...well almost. I'm still a few credits short of officially being a junior but it's all good. This semester has been very challenging to say the least. I'm proud to say that I survived all the madness and I am a better person because of it. I start a new job on the 21st and things are looking up for me!! Hopefully I can get a new car this fall and get through this semester with all A's!!! Pray for me!

Washing my hands...

I have finally realized that if someone doesn't want to be with you...they won't be with you. Nothing you can do will make them stay. No matter if you do things perfectly, if they lose interest it's hard to get it back. So I have to let him go. We have come such a long way, and I hate to just throw it away but if he is supposed to be cool with me...then he will.

#1

Ok, it's my first post and there is really not much going on today. It's raining and I skipped class because I was too lazy to look for an umbrella. (I know, sad.) I am doing some homework so I can stay ahead, school has really been stressing me out this semester. I don't know why, but I have NO motivation. I want to succeed but I just can't find it in me to actually study most of the time. Part of it is the face that I have to wake up @ 5 to be at work by 6:30 or 7, and by the time I leave work and go to class for 3 hours I'm dead. So I take a nap, wake up at like 7, eat dinner and go back to bed. I really need to get this together...