Washing my hands...

I have finally realized that if someone doesn't want to be with you...they won't be with you. Nothing you can do will make them stay. No matter if you do things perfectly, if they lose interest it's hard to get it back. So I have to let him go. We have come such a long way, and I hate to just throw it away but if he is supposed to be cool with me...then he will.

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Ok, it's my first post and there is really not much going on today. It's raining and I skipped class because I was too lazy to look for an umbrella. (I know, sad.) I am doing some homework so I can stay ahead, school has really been stressing me out this semester. I don't know why, but I have NO motivation. I want to succeed but I just can't find it in me to actually study most of the time. Part of it is the face that I have to wake up @ 5 to be at work by 6:30 or 7, and by the time I leave work and go to class for 3 hours I'm dead. So I take a nap, wake up at like 7, eat dinner and go back to bed. I really need to get this together...