My NBA Finals predictions...

Nuggets in 7

Magic in 6

Winner: Nuggets in 7


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my week in review...

so things started out kinda sucky this week with M and I having our little blow up. i was really down about it for all of a day, then i woke up and realized nothing changed. he was never here so why should i be upset. i can do a lot better. he was never here for me. all of my feelings were going towards someone who would NEVER feel the same way about me. NEVER. i can't blame him, he;s young and wants to have fun. i've been there and done that, all that wils hit is old to me. but leaving him alone has taken a huge weight off of my shoulders. i no longer think about who he's with or what he's doing constanly. i can work on figuring out what makes me happy. i'm getting back into volunteer work. i'm going hard on my fitness. i'm going hard with school and work. i'm doing B. and i like it like that.

but the week looked up once i found out that i got a 1500 dollar scholarship for summer school. now everything is paid for. a huge weight off my chest. HUGE weight.

so just when you think things can't get any worse, you have a breakthrough and it's all worth it.

kisses

natural journey #2

this is a better pic of my knot out

my natural journey #2

so i just put all my hair up into bantu knots. i will take pics and share when i take them out. pray that they look cute!

I got DUMPED pt. 2

So I'm ok with the situation. It's for the best. I was struggling with being in a long distance relationship. But I guess it just hit me like a ton of bricks to hear him say that it needed to be over. He was real cool about it though, and he kept saying it would be better for me to be mad now than later. 

The person doing the dumping always says that shit. The person getting dumped don't wanna hear that shit sometimes. 

But anyways, I hope he's happy and he enjoys the single life in Cali. I know if it were me, I wouldn't want a dude in KY waiting on me. We're still friends, and I'm going to visit him possibly during fall break. He just said he didn't want to do his thing and be labeled a cheater when he could just be honest. 

I guess. 

I still miss him. 

I got DUMPED!

M just pretty much told me that it was over. He's leaving to go back to Cali tomorrow. I'm sad. More later...

update 10:35 pm

M is on a plane right now to come home. Maybe I'll have something good to say in the AM. kisses

updates...updates...updates

So I have finally recovered from the semester that was Spring 09.

Full of fukkery is how I like to describe it. But oh well. I did ok, and I am starting summer classes next tuesday. I had to take a break from the computer for a few days so that's why I haven't updated.

Hmm...how can I update in a concise fashion...?

Me and M are kinda ugh right now. I'm kinda over the long distance thing. I could deal more if he made more of an effort to be in touch with me. I'm tired of giving 90% and him giving 10%. I really really care for him, but I can't be alone in the relationship. He's too secretive for me. He can't give me a straight answer when I ask what he's been up to, how is his week going, just simple shit. I'm trying to be somewhat involved in his life, and it seems like he doesn't want me there. So we will see. I'm just tired of feeling alone. 

My old flame from 2005-06 is coming hime for the summer. K is a lil younger than me and I haven't seen him in 3 years! When he left, he was 18 and I was turning 20. Now he's 21 and I'm going on 23. I bet he has some grown man parts that I need to inspect. We've both learned a lot in the past three years and I'm about to make him take a test so I can see how much he has improved.

I got a side job, I'm a slave @ Old Navy for now. I have to find a replacement for the bank because next semester I have a class that I need to take at night and I KNOW the bank will not work with me. 

Oh well, I guess i'll rest up till my schedule gets crazy again. Kisses!

white sugar...

These three do it for me... Robin Thicke, Nick Lachey and Justin Chambers....Lawd fan me!