Story of my life...

So I decided to let both of the people from my last post go. When she decides to be a friend, and be honest....we can be cool again. As for him...erased!! I even deleted it from mytmobile.com so i wouldn't be tempted to put it back in my phone. I WILL NOT be a secret friend!!

I'm listening to "Let it go" by Keyshia Cole, and I'm finally realizing that I have to get rid of all of these negative people in my life. I am always the type that gives second and third chances when it's not necessary. And I'm sick of it!!!

More later....

Messy

Scratch that last post, I was emotional for a sec. Had to get over it. This past weekend was HILARIOUS!!! My friends are so "special" sometimes. Here's what happened:

I used to "kick it" with a guy that I will call K. K and I were never serious, just real cool and we liked to have fun with each other. We kinda drifted apart during the summer when M. came back into my life.

My friend D. got married in May when I was still talking to K. She knew all about it, encouraged me to take it the next step, blah blah blah. It wasn't right at them time, but I kept in touch with him because he was cool.

Anyway, K and I have been talking more lately since M has been showing his ass and I made a mention about it to D thinking that she would be happy. She was happy when speaking to me, but she runs back to K and tells him that she hates to see us together, and it makes her realize what she would've had in him. K tells me all of this and I was shocked cuz I didn't even know they had a thing going on. And they both knew about each others place in my life. So that kinda pissed me off because one second she is encouraging me to talk to him, and the next she is throwing all kinds of salt in my game. Oh and did I forget to mention that she is MARRIED!!! No one told her to get married at a young age, she should have sowed her wild oats a lil more if she's getting mad over this. The really f----d up thing about it is that she won't mention it to me. This is all coming from K. Which makes the whole thing a bit shady to me. HE told me that if we were to continue to talk, that I would have to tell her that he and I are done. What type of shit is that??!!!

What should I do about this??

Do you...?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTKSsF8XmDE


Ne-Yo - Do You

I was thinking about an old flame from high school. I really dislike him, but for some reason he has been in my thoughts lately. This song makes me think of the last time we spoke. He's doing well now, much more mature than he was even a year ago. But I gotta get him out of my brain!!!

More later....

So...

Yay my new Bible came in the mail today!! Now I don't have to carry my old teen Bible from 8th grade to church anymore. That thing was huge!

How was your weekend? Mine was rather uneventful, went to my friends baby shower Saturday, watched her in-laws show out, they are hilarious. It rained all weekend so I stayed in so I wouldn't melt ;)

Another friend had a baby last week, he is so tiny!! Love other peoples kids. I guess I'm at the age where everyone is starting to get married and have kids (not in that order). That makes me wonder, when will it happen for me?

I'm picky as hell, and I have a hard time really being comfortable with people (especially men). Maybe that's why I've never really been hurt by a guy, I don't let them affect me like that. I just want someone I can be myself with. But first, I have to like being myself.

School is very stressful!!! I'll be so glad when Dec. 2010 comes. Had I kept my original major, I would be out next December, but I like being difficult.

I love that picture of me. My best friend and I had went to a bar, and drowned all of our sorrows in alcohol. While we were waiting on her sister to pick us up, I had the great idea to have a mini photo shoot. I was hurt. Then I had to use the restroom and I got lost in this fancy hotel across the street. We went to white castle afterwards and the girl wouldn't let me use it even though I had bought 10 dollars worth of food. Heifer. That was the last time I drank any alcohol really.

Well, more tomorrow. Kisses!!!

A New Day...

The next guy I date will have to be very patient. I plan on taking things really slow with him. No more late night visits, or just sitting around at the house until we are serious. I hate when you rush into something with a guy, and you look up 6 months later and be like..."What happened here?" I want to be involved in a TRUE courtship. People wanna get too close, too fast these days. And that's how some relationships fail. You get too physical before you are connected emotionally and spiritually. I'm so much better than what I allow myself to go through. So I'm about to start acting like it.

Moving on...

I lost 2 pounds on my first week of weight watchers. It was hard to stop snacking so much, but I'm making it. I really want to get in shape for my health, I am too young to be so tired, and sick all of the time. And wearing a two piece is a good thing to look forward to ;)

I wonder what I am going to do about my "Summer Love" He's graduating soon and is talking about moving away. I have gotten attached to him though, so this kinda sucks. I guess I should let it go but that's easier said than done. He's not what I truly want though, so I guess I should move on to someone better...but I like him ;(

I have a married guy friend who I have always had a crush on. I swear if I were three years older, I would have given his wife a run while they were dating! But I guess everyone ends up with who they are supposed to be with. He told me that the hardest thing about marriage, in his opinion, was keeping things new between them. Since I've never had a relationship longer than 9 months, I know nothing about that.

What are your ideas about marriage?

Peace---Britt

I suck at this...

So it's been 2 months since I last posted...And things have changed!!!

First off...My President is Black....and the Grand Prix is blue!!! (Love, Love Jeezy!)

Big ups to PRESIDENT Barack Obama!! I was one of the many many people who got up and stood in line to vote! I almost cried as I filled in the circle by his name! Crazy!!

So I have cleaned the slate, and got a new group of guys. I just met one on Tuesday, so we will see about him...

Today I have done absolutely nothing. It feels good...

School is becoming a thorn is my side....

I see Beyonce didn't listen to me when I asked her ass not to release any more music till 2010...

I Love, Love, Love, Mint Condition's old jam "You Send Me Swinging"

Gas is finally below 2.00 in Louisville yay!!!

More later....