breakthrough

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

Now I normally don't rock with B like that but I heard this on the way home from work and I had to write about it. And I am tired as hell, so excuse me if I ramble.

I'm feeling this way about "M" now...a little. My walls haven't completly fallen just yet, but I can see a few cracks. I kinda think of him when I plan my future, I wonder where he is going to be in a few years once I finish grad school. I hate so much that he is out of the country, but he will be back in the states in 2 weeks! Now we can talk on the phone for free!!

But I feel different about him. I feel like I like him on some grown up shit. I'm accepting his flaws, and I feel much more comfortable around him.

Maybe it's me, maybe it's him. 

IDK. I just open up to him more and more each day, and I can tell he is slowly letting me into his circle. 

God I don't wanna get hurt again. 

But these walls are slowly chipping away...